just came back after slacking with hambaly. i tot can make me feel better. its the same i guess. but ham help me a little by accompany me.. thanks hambaly. i didnt want to ton cause. i scared i cry or wad dont want you guys to worry about me , i know you guys care about me. . i appreciate it. hais , im soo tired of crying already. and for chloe ( I love you, i want to be with you, why must everytime something occur when we are happy , im soo happy with you, i just want to stay with you, imy ...)